Motivation
My devotion to myself
Has long stagnated
I’m devastated
So much contempt
And lost donation
My desperation
I’ve contemplated
So much pain
I’m deflated
I keep searching for some
Way to change
My hesitation
I’m crastinating
I’ve been so sad
It’s bad to dwell
I makes me down
I can be glad
I’ve been a clown
I am alone
But I’m not mad
What I had
That’s not today
They say don’t fret
Tomorrow will be different
Things always change
It’s strange to grow
I need to forget
There’s no way to know
Just to forgive
Just set my mind
On what’s before
To do today
I need to say
Every day
Just believe
Don’t worry or fear
This too will pass
Like the grass that dies away
I’m here to stay
I’ll fade and age
All things decay
That’s okay
When Christ appears
All things will change
And I’ll be new
I won’t be sick
Or sad in sin
I won't be alone
It will begin
The final rest
The renewal
The destination
Now is the test
I can’t imagine
Now is a shadow
Not a mirror nor a mirage
A new creation
I can’t wait
But I need to
I need to finish
What I’ve started
I’ve been emparted
Though separated
I’m not my own
Nor on my own really
I have to sincerely
Make the most
Of what I’m given
This is my lot
I’ve got to give it
All I’ve got
Samwise Gamgee
